Monday, April 21

there was a solar eclipse last night when i slept. i saw it. the sun was not bright. it gave off the same light, the same heat. but i stared at the sun for a few minutes. nobody else seemed to notice, or to care. i just found myself staring at the sun.

this was a dream which i saw in first person. thats somewhat unusual for me. all of my dreams i see in a third person setting. odd.
dream 1
i worked at a childcare place. they told us to give the babies baths. we each took one. there was a bunch of new girls working, they were all wearing lots of makeup and i think they were hispanic. i washed the baby i had in a little baby bath thing, and wondered why it was taking the other girls so long. and the other girls... for some reason they put the babies in showers and just left them there. i had to get them out, and half of the babies had died.

dream 2
i was wearing a pj tshirt and underwear, but i had a blanket wrapped around me. (i dont know why) and i was trying to get back home to my house in irvine without my parents seeing me. then, for some reason, i stole some clothes from my neighbor... they had some sort of high fashion display right in the front of thier house. i got home, and i had like 4 other batches of clothes i had stolen from them hidden under my desk.

Thursday, April 17

you were in his dreams
though you never knew he existed
take a picture of him
how many words can you decifer
hes dead and hes saying
youre still in my dreams

Friday, April 4

i dreamed that my friend cristalle and i were on a navy ship, fighting against the iraqis. we were stuck on this small ledge on the outside of our ship, and the iraqi ship was firing missles at us. these were no ordinary missles my friends. they were big bottles of doctor pepper. like 3 or 4 foot long plastic bottles. when they landed, we had like 5 seconds to throw them overboard into the water, or they'd explode. i could see the dude on the other ship who was firing them, and he had a moustache. then i woke up